"WALLS"

I've learned that when You are with God, He will not allow you to be separated from Him again. He will tear down every WALLS that prevents Him to love you. And sometimes it's a little confusing because those walls may not be a bad thing... For me, its friendship with my brothers in the community.

Because of the love that I received from them, I made them the center of my attention and reason for attending the Church. Not knowing that it should be Christ and Him alone.

So when I got disappointed and saw that their love fails me, I felt so bad and left out. I got depressed and broken.

But now I know that He uses this brokenness, this emptiness, this loneliness to make me realize that the REAL Love that I'm looking for is not found in the imperfect love my brothers can offer but only in the AUTHENTIC LOVE that only JESUS can give.

He shattered me, so I can start again. He tears down my comfort, my walls so that He can build me up again. It hurts, but I know it hurts him EVEN MORE! But He needs to do this, so He can ask me what is more important.

So friends, when all your efforts have gone wasted, when all your achievements and successes become useless, maybe God is showing you what should be the number one thing in your life. Is it Fame? Money? Friends?

or Him?