#006 - Incomprehensible

I cannot count how many times I failed You.

The times I chose my pride, selfish desires and ego.

I have pretended for so long that I don't know who am I anymore.

Wearing this mask, committing to the same sin more and more.

I cannot tell how many times I listened to my own will instead of Yours.

Not acknowledging that You are the main source.

Still, in the midst of all, You call my name.

Telling me that You love me the same.

The love that You show, the love that is indescribable.

Unconditional. Everlasting.

Wonderful. Magnificent.

And truly unexplainable.

This love that forgives, that frees.

It is the same love on the cross,

a love that is kind, a love that never boasts.

I keep sinning, You keep loving

I keep betraying, You keep waiting

I keep on letting go, You keep on holding on

For Your love is the love that pushes through.

I read Your Name and Your works so many times in the Bible

I heard Your mercy and grace I know You're able.

But one thing is still I cannot put my hands on.

That this love You offer is a love that is incomprehensible.

I cannot understand why You still pursuing me.

Beyond the transgressions, You still want thee.

But even though I can't seem to explain,

I'm still grateful for You are there in the sun and the rain.