"INSTRUMENTS"

We all know the story of the Prodigal Son. That despite all the things the youngest son did he still accepted by his father. I can't imagine how painful it was for the king to be hurt by his son. I do believe that while the youngest son is away, the king also questioned himself if there are things that he did or didn't do why his son turned out that way.

I also believe that while the son is ran from home, the king still tries his best to reach out to him but did not receive any answers. So he just waits, until his son finally came home.

Bro. Bo always tells us that like the king, Jesus always waits for us even though there are times that we push him away. He is just there waiting for you to invite Him in.

Like the story above, I have tried so my times to push away my Power Rangers LG (Lovelife Retreat LG) whenever I'm overwhelmed with my depression. I left them twice in our group chats without any explanation. For sure I have hurt them. I'm certain that they also asked themselves why I'm like this. But since all I'm thinking about is myself, I didn't see those hurts. All I see is Me.

That is why I just can't believe that these people whom I try to push away are the very same people who will make an effort to do the first move to surprise me for my birthday.

I just can't fathom the fact that even though some of them came from far places, they still manage to do all these things for me.

At that point, I do believe that God used my Power Rangers to make me realize that even though we make mistakes, even though we hurt Him, He will still love us. He will continue to love us and through that love, we will change and transform.

To my Power Rangers LG, again, I'm very sorry that I've hurt you. I'm very sorry that I make you worry always. I didn't mean it. I just need time to assess myself and to know who I am.

And from the bottom of my heart, I just want to thank you for your love. I will never forget that night. Even though I hurt you, you still chose to love me. To make me feel special. And by doing this, you became God's instrument of His great love. You showed me that if you guys can love me like this, what more God who is Love Himself?

Thank you so much, brothers! I may not in our GC but you can pm me anytime. Love you guys!

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